Grraaagh

I do not like making desicions.

Hello!

Hello!

I don't know what to write here.

I don't see any topic I can write at the moment.

I don't see the point, either, to put in the address of a blog that I have privated with the exception of only two people.

Want to try your luck?

Very well then.

It's http://rustlingsecrets.blogspot.com.

See you in there! (if you can)

=P

Lesson for the day

My lesson for the day...

Annoying Sam is fun but you have to face the consequences.

You Will When You Believe

You Will When You Believe.

This is such an awesome song.

This is the cartoon version:

It brings all sorts of memories into my head, for Claudia and Carmen sang this on Awards Night '08.

Sigh.

I wish I could go back in time.

Just Believe

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

-Philippians 4:13

It's so simple, yet it has such a deep meaning.

i'm a liar

Do you always mean it when you say, "Oh, I'm fine?"

when it happens

Don't you just hate it when your feeling get all mixed up?

boo hoo hoo

I am pissed.

I can't sign in to my MSN.

Boo hoo hoo.

T_T

Greyson Michael Chance

I went to Internet one day and I saw this kid performing Lady Gaga's song "Paparazzi"(or was it?) Truthfully, I don't really think much of him...but...to Justin Bieber's fans, THIS IS FOR YOU!

And Karmen, rate this.

my new little charge

Guess what.

I am the proud owner of a tiny little green baby red-eared turtle.

Mum and Dad went to some shop called Ga Hing near Midvalley today. I stayed home because I knew that if I went to Ga Hing, I would so totally die of boredom, for all they sold there were tiles, bathroom appliances, taps...etc.

So I stayed home.

Mum and Dad came back earlier than was expected. I looked up to see them place a glass bowl on the table. In it was a tiny green turtle.

"What the-"

"He's yours." grinned Dad.

Speechless with shock, I stared at Mum.

"What? He's yours. Go and take him!"

I stared, dumbstruck. And all those years ago when I was so young, when I had begged and begged and practically fell on my knees for a turtle, and they just laughed at me? What made them change their minds?

What what what what what?

Anyway.

I'm so worried now. I have a turtle now, and I'm sooo freaking worried that it will just die on me. It's so small and so delicate. How am I to take care of it?

How how how how how how?

Oh God my Lord, help me please.

Sports Day

Sports Day was fun!

But freaking hot.

I got sick from hypothermia too. Must be the water-throwing party we had after races. Mum was really pissed when she found out. But thanks to God's healing powers(and my strong immune system-haha!)I got better after one night.

It was worth it though.

There were many people at the event, including people from CLDR. Only one recognized me though. Hmph.

There were so many events at the Sports Day, and we got off with three medals-for running by Darren, badminton by Garrett, and table tennis by Daniel. Josh so owes him a hundred dollars.

GO VINEYARD GO!!!!!

astounding

Recently on my Facebook status:

I am so astounding I astound even myself.

Don't you agree?

har har har

I was looking up information for the group presentation in Encarta the other day and I found this:

None of the great discoveries was ever made by a "specialist" or a "researcher".

- Martin H. Fischer

What an awesome quotation!

I have to live life, even if I'm fed up with it

I wish I could only exist in my dreams.

My world, where everything goes just the way I want it to.

But, the truth is, I can't.

No matter how much I pray, no matter how much I cry, no matter how much I try, life never will turn for me.

It hardly ever does.

I sometimes think that God made a mistake, when He made me. I sometimes think that I'm just taking up space, that I'm just a burden to my own parents, that I just piss others off. I fail in almost everything I attempt, most of my goals and stuff that are too private to record here.

But since this is my life, I have to put up with it. I have to bend it in a way that it can useful to me, in which I have never really succeeded in doing.

So what do I do, to solve this problem?

I lie. I lie, saying that life is going well for me, that I'm doing just fine, that I'm happy. I paste on a smile, and when I laugh, I laugh like I'm truly happy.

But I'm not.

So I keep on lying, lying until it seems like my whole life is a lie itself.

I'm still trying to bend it, praying that the odds are, for once, in my favor.

It never always does.

I have to live life, even if I'm fed up with it.